I remember / je me souviens
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For those limbic bursts of nostalgia, invented by Proust, miniaturized by Nicholson Baker, and freeze-dried by Joe Brainard in his I remember and by Georges Perec in his Je me souviens.

But there are no fractions, the world is an integer
Like us, and like us it can neither stand wholly apart nor disappear.
When one is young it seems like a very strange and safe place,
But now that I have changed it feels merely odd, cold
And full of interest.
          --John Ashbery, "A Wave"

Sometimes I sense that to put real confidence in my memory I have to get to the end of all rememberings. That seems to say that I forego remembering. And now that strikes me as an accurate description of what it is to have confidence in one's memory.
          --Stanley Cavell, The Claim of Reason


Wednesday, July 06, 2005
I remember sweet, smart Rick Fortgang who was in tenth grade with me. (He was the first Richard I knew as Rick and not Dick, and the first Rick I knew who was a Richard and not a Fredrick or an Eric.) The next year he went to Exeter, where you could learn Greek. I remember him sitting thoughtfully in the dining hall, telling us about Exeter and the classes you could take there. I was sorry that he was going, since I just barely knew him. I still am.


posted by william 12:18 AM
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Hey I remember him too. Think about him all the time in fact. What a great great guy he was. I'm so glad to see his memory survives on The Internets.
 
Rick would have been my Uncle if our time on this earth overlapped. I am so sad that I never got to meet him as I only hear the nicest and kindest things about him. My dad and grandparents tell me that I remind them of Rick. I think about him all the time. It makes me truly happy that his memory lives on and that you think of him too.
 
I am so sorry to learn that he's died. I didn't know. But if you remind people of Rick, and your comment certainly reminds me of him, that says a great deal for you.
 

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